Monday, November 11, 2013

Today I Had A Panic Attack!

Today I had a panic attack! I was worrying about passing my courses at the community college.

That led me to worrying about my student financial aid which made me worry about the subsidy program that I am in. The program only lasts for two years (if that) and I don't know what I'm going to do when my 2 years are up.

I can't afford to pay my rent without the subsidy program and I just gotta find a solution for this.

I've really had a vey bad anxiety attack. What if I don't pass my courses? What happens if my student financial aid was cancelled? Then I wouldn't be able to afford the classes let alone my apartment.

I think I almost worried myself sick agonizing over this.

I have calmed down a little but I'm still thinking about it.